Saturday, March 17, 2018

Busy

Morning dawns and I’m on my feet again
A zombie walking down Main Street again
A robot, a machine riding in the car
On the bike, in the bus, in the train again
Morning comes, as it does every day
I blinked, 
Tomorrow was yesterday 

A heated discussion, a strong  presentation
Oh, what a well executed negotiation
Stuck in a rut of improvement and appreciation
Of buzzwords and jargon, and self motivation
Night falls, it always ends the same way
I blinked, 
Congrats! It’s 3 years today

Hindsight is 20/20, they always say
I always wondered 
Who exactly are “they”
And where is their checklist 
That I am doomed to follow
Their grand plan, grand design if you may
Go tell “them” to stop pencilling me in
I blinked, again and again 

I don’t want this anymore
This endless maze 
Of reward and rebuke
This pointless chase

Maybe it’s not all it’s cracked up to be
Or maybe I’m just longing for the fantasy
The dream they sold us, the story they told me,
“The race is the goal, don’t you see?
It’s safety and stability, a worker’s guarantee”
Is this what we’re all meant for, a life full of 
“I’m busy”